It’s a struggle to push through. You’ll get there when you’re ready, and it’s okay to take some time to get there. Maybe the best thing you can do is let go of your fear. You know, that one that says you’re “not enough”. Once you lose that, you gain everything. I’m still working on that, but I know it’s a healthier place. Just one step at a time, yeah? We’ve got this. You’ve got this.

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Almost There

A hand through the grass just to feel for free
What it never knew it never had to be
I can’t forget a time when I
Lived in reverse

The singles in my wallet grew community
Telling me to do it for conformity
My eyes are dusting up from
Any old verse

And I’ll try
To hide
The passion inside
It laughs ever louder
It tears at my pride

I’m taking my time
I’m living instead
I’m seeing the lies
As something I’m fed

Out of my mind
And stuck in my head
I’ll do what I say
Or that’s what I said

Or that’s what I said

I’ll get out of bed

I’ll try to match my intention
My bleeding heart, my discretion
I’ll cry and try to catch the rain
I know it’s the same
I know it’s the same

I’m more than meets the masses
I’m more than can contain
I’m more a merge with nature
I won’t complain
I won’t complain

And as I shut my eyes
To feel the wind
To feel the sun

And as I breathe it in
A simple love
Without regret

As life unfolds around me
This warmth without compare
I let my dreams surround me
They whisper
“Almost there”

I let my dreams surround me
They whisper
“Almost there”