A lover for a minute, a stranger the next. There’s a shame that keeps us apart, forcing us to stay away. When you truly love another, but don’t have enough love for yourself. You may want to assess your core values, and see where your lover fits in your life. I hope the two of you can work it out. Communicate honestly, and without fear. Running out of fear is not a healthy decision.

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Lover Undercover

Watch me thankless
Without digress
Can I confess
To my egress

Leaving
Home-bound
Where there’s
No sound
Catch me
Plead me
You can’t
Leave me

There’s
A place we don’t belong

Where
The rights all lead to wrong

There’s
A pattern in the clay

Where
Ignition saves the day

I can’t come back
Two heart attacks
Call me
Need me
You’ll never leave me

Sinking
Deeper
My love
Keeper
I run
Away
So you
Can’t stay

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A Personal View:

Have you ever run away from the one you love most, just because you can’t stand how it feels to be appreciated? I have! It’s so alien, this thought that somebody may truly love me. So I pushed her away. I needed her help to keep her close, she offered suggestions to make it work, and I pushed her away.

No, I know it’s not healthy, but it wasn’t right of me to keep her in the dark. I wasn’t ready to love her. The worst part is, now I’m afraid to tell her how she inspired me.