There’s a lot of pain in my head today. I woke up from a dream where I was suspecting a housemate for hammering screws through my apartment walls. Somehow, there were tiny screws poking through my hand. Then, when I woke up, all I felt was fury.

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Sleeping Waking

Why

Does it hurt

When I close

My eyes

What

Is this cold

Embrace

Why

When I think

Of me

I cry

Why

Am I scared

Of hate

There were

Times

For the living

When tomorrow

Never came

There were times

When emptiness the nightmare

Sleeping waking

Not the same

The river runs

To the south

Takes my memory

With my sight

Wish I knew

Where to find them

Before I die again tonight

Before I die again tonight

I pray to all I’ll be alright