When the rain is beating down on me
and trembles in the night
I’m a five away from packing in my gear
It’s a hurt of my extremities
A frost of fight or flight
I’m wide awake and slipping off again
I need a panacea
A new sensation
Help me out to the light of day
I need a sip of salutation
and a smile to come around
Find me sideways by the ripples in the sound
When I’m feeling down and dusted
and I’m burdened with unrest
There’s a beating and a needing in my chest
When the trust I built is rusted
Bought a boat despite the wreck
Know I’m better off as busted as my mess
I’m a problem
I’m a nightmare
I’m just two steps away from the edge
I’m uncertain
Don’t belong here
And I’m never gonna take a lie they said
I’m a solver
I’m a daydream
I’m a winner before the race and I’m a saint
I’m a banner
To all my failures
I’m salvation to my own ill banishment