I feel distant
I feel scared
I feel miles away from anyone who cared
So while I got you
On my brain
Won’t you stay a while while I slip down the drain

I have truths I can’t control
I don’t love my sleep at all
But every night I sleep ’til noon
My mirror thinks I’m a balloon
What if god won’t see me through this
Are my problems worth forgiveness
If I wallow in regret
Am I allowed to see you yet

I keep it on silent
I’m worried I’m stupid
My thoughts can get violent
They know I can’t do this
I’m out of direction
You brought me here too
When all I care to run to leads me back to you

Stuck in constant second place
I can’t look you in the face
Someone called me out to shoot
But I was late for that one too
What if I have nothing left
Has it all jumped off a cliff
My trouble terrorizes
But I’m hoping for surprises