Unhealthy Relationships Kind of Rot

Things don’t always turn out how you intend it, do they? Maybe it feels like the world is turned against you? Maybe it feels like there is no other way. It’s not a healthy approach though, is it? I know you can do better.

Think of it this way:
Every day, you are born anew. You get to choose this new personality. You get to choose what and who you want to be. Hey, you’re going to be okay.

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Just Like God Planned It / Our Colors

Tell me you’ll forgive this even if I know it’s not true
Tell me you’re above this even if I know it’s not true
When the colors die down, we’re the only ones around
Even if we’re dying and blue
‘Cause I’ll never be the same if you only call my name
And I know
It’s not to easy to do

Please
Don’t mess around
Don’t break my heart

I need
You with me now
Though miles apart

Hit me and hold me
Mock and control me
Push me and pull
You’re draining my soul

Hurt me and heal me
Nothing can save me
Take me for granted
Just like god planned it

Tell me I’m less than enough, and I’ll have to do
Show me I’m nothing to love, and I’ll have to do
When I’m losing my spirit, and nothing left to fear
Leave me like I’ve nothing to choose
Even if land it, you’ll never understand it
I know
I’m just a problem to you

Sink
My colors
My everything and more

Think
Of others
And leave me to adore

Hit me and hold me
Mock and control me
Push me and pull
You’re draining my soul

Hurt me and heal me
Nothing can save me
Take me for granted
Just like god planned it